VT. Today Will shared about his journey – the things he feels ready for and the things he’s not. Currently, Will shared that he has developed new tumors in his ear and upper arm. Doctors have offered treatment options, but Will has refused them due to the dangerous side effects that could be fatal.

Today, Will shared his journey—a journey unlike any other, where each day brought questions bigger than the pain itself: “How much more can I endure?” and “What does it truly mean to live?”

Not everyone has the courage to tell the truth. But Will chose to speak. He talked about what he felt ready to face, and what… no matter how strong he was, he still couldn’t overcome. These were quiet, unpretentious confessions, filled only with heartbreaking honesty—because sometimes, the truth is the most painful thing.

And then Will revealed information that silenced everyone watching him: he had developed new tumors—one in his ear, one in his upper arm. New signs. New cuts of fate. It was like a chilling reminder that this battle… showed no signs of stopping.

The doctors had proposed a treatment plan. Perhaps it was hope. Perhaps it was the “next door” that science offered him. But along with it came an equally terrifying truth: the side effects were too dangerous, potentially leading to death. It wasn’t just “fatigue,” “pain,” or “exhaustion” as people often say—it was the very boundary between life and death.

And then, Will made a choice that tore the hearts of those listening in two: he refused treatment.

Not because Will gave up. Nor because he didn’t want to live. On the contrary—it was precisely because Will understood the price to pay that he refused. Because choices in medicine aren’t simply about “continue or stop,” but about “how to sacrifice one’s life.” And sometimes, the greatest courage isn’t enduring another course of treatment, but daring to say: “I don’t want to die because of treatment; I want to live the rest of my life the way I choose.”

This is the kind of decision no one dares to judge, because only those involved truly understand what it’s like to wake up each day with a body that no longer belongs to them, what it’s like to endure pain so prolonged that they no longer want to beg, what it’s like for a single pill to become a double-edged sword.

Will is caught between two of the harshest things: illness and choice. He’s not only fighting the disease, but also facing his own future—a future as precarious as a candle in the wind. But what keeps people captivated by this journey… is Will’s attitude: calm, clear, and hauntingly courageous.

“There are things I’m ready for. But there are things… I’m not.”

A seemingly simple statement, yet it leaves one speechless. Because behind it lies a world silently crumbling. Will doesn’t say he’s despairing. But one can sense it: perhaps he’s tired. Tired not just from the pain, but from constantly having to be strong. Because he had to put on a brave face to reassure others. Because he had to smile when his heart was raging.

Yet, Will still shared. Still updated. Still let people into his story as witnesses. And that’s why so many people no longer see Will just as a name online — but as a real person, a real heart, fighting in his own way.

Today, when Will said he refused treatment because of the risk of death, it wasn’t just medical information. It was an announcement of a turning point. And it makes people wonder: if it were me, what would I choose? To risk everything for hope, or to hold onto the last vestiges of peace? Is there a right answer?

Currently, Will is still moving forward — though that path is no longer measured in months or years, but in days, hours, and moments of “being here.”

And perhaps the only thing we can do right now is: don’t leave Will alone. Please stay. Leave a word of encouragement. Send a prayer. Because sometimes, a person’s greatest strength doesn’t come from medicine, but from the feeling that: “I am still loved, that there is still someone holding my hand in the darkness.”